Just a little bit longer.

Well James turned 6 months yesterday! I know that I say this every time I do these posts, but I really can't believe that my boy is here with us and he is 6 MONTHS old!!! Crazy! I have been trying to revel in every moment with him, I take mental pictures when I look at his toes and his fingers or when I am giving him a bath, I want to remember it all.

To my James, can't you stay small for a little bit longer, can't you be my baby always!? I love your smile, your laugh and that little growling thing you do. I love how after you eat you lick your lips as if it was the best meal yet. James you bring so much joy to our home, your spirit has been greatly needed, you are calm and happy and those shining eyes make me melt! At night when you sleep I smile at the thought of your face when I peek into your bed in the morning and how your face lights up. I miss you while you are sleeping. I love being your mom and one day when you grow up and find someone to love I promise to love her too. I give you my word that I will do my very best to raise you to be the Father and Husband that she will deserve and perhaps her Mommy is making the same promise to her. But for now I will love you as my boy who is 6 months and 1 day, I will kiss your cheeks till the rose comes out and your giggle bursts. Most importantly I promise to be the Mommy that YOU deserve! I love you James.